Saturday, November 19, 2016

Here Comes the Cold Weather

39* F was the low today.

The Tabor College BlueJays are playing in the NAIA playoffs.

Thanksgiving is mere days away.

It has been SEVEN years since Marcus has gone Home - yet my body still acts like he is coming home for the Holidays.

My brain knows that is not possible.  Nope!  Not a fucking chance.

My heart on the other hand.

What else is there to say?

The days are shorter.  It was dark around 6pm today.

When the fuck does this darkness leave.

My depression and I are BFFs - it only bothers me when I breathe.

I love you Marcus.  Look over your Bro and Mommy every chance you get.